im sick of living in singapore.

im sick of everything.

im not throwing tantrums because i knw what i want.

and why didnt i start when i was younger? im was busy being a rebellious kid.

i wouldnt knw what i want. all i knew was to create trouble. and the only thing i looked forward to was dancing in school.

but after i got controlled and everything was gone. MY DANCE MY NETBALL MY FRIENDS.

BASICALLY EVERYTHING!

THATS THE ONLY THING I REGRET! I REGRET NOT FIGHTING FOR IT!

but whats the use? its over.

i nvr stopped dancing. although i didnt attend ccas, i tried looking for dance schools. learned basic hiphop. tried even harder looking for the type of dance i liked. and ends up in ballet.

school is going close because there isnt much students. and back to square one.

i lost it while i was walking home.

i lost it.

night