it just doesn't feel right.

i feel like im still finding my way out in this big world

although everything seems to be planned out nicely which means as a nurse going to the nurse pathway.

yes, i may continue in nursing career. but i guess not in the hospital? i really dont knw what i am doing right now.

struggling to find whats best for myself.

its not even helping. the more i try, the harder it gets to find it.

and the more i expect, the more disappointment i get. i just want a place that i feel comfortable.

nobody really understands what im thinking. even me myself dnt knw why im thinking this way

life

complicated

upset